All The Mess You Own

All The Mess You Own 23/05/08

Cross the hallway
There’s no thrill
Being followed
What’s the point
Of it
Differential manners in did

Call them fake words
If you need
Call them twisted
Dreams of me
All in one
All by the line

Pre-chorus
You couldn’t go and talk like that
Cause no abuse could be denied
When you hide yourself
In those blood-injected eyes

Chorus
And now you’re sitting in your bed
Wishing your life wasn’t a mess
Trying to find the answer
To every question that passes through your head
Now you start asking to yourself
If your life is worth the pain
Well it’s up to you now
Well it’s up to you now

What it takes
To turn you on
Where’s the fun
If there’s no choice
Price all the mess you own

Get yourself up
Every night
Like Helpless wounds
To cure a scar
Hiding such
An endless cut

Pre-Chorus

Part C x2
by the line
Hide your scars
There’s no way
Of getting busted

Chorus x2

After All

After All 09/05/08

Discouraged after all
You’re hair’s a mess
There is nothing
Left to prove

Alone and desperate
But it’s all right
As you weren’t
Gonna stand and talk
Half dead

And your self consciousness
It corresponds
Cause you never really
Liked your self
In first place

Chorus
Besides the fact
There’s no one here
You feel you never
Keep it real
Your misconception
Wasn’t clear
Now we don’t care
If you’re not near
Another rather
Fucked up you
Tells us you’re different
A “whole new view”
And what about
Those friends you used;
Not coming back
To help you

Part C
Afraid to death
To death itself
Afraid to debt,
To failure

Chorus

Discouraged after all
But it’s all right
Cause you never really
Liked yourself
Or her help
You’re turning me
Destructive

Ripped

Ripped 27/04/08

Reflected
The mirror’s down
Self conscious
It’s no one’s fault

My image
Held up in time
I grew up
Memory’s fault

Inflicted
Crashed into their arms
I gave up
Changed or cursed my life

Chorus
And secret stayed
Hiding in my mind
Today
I still feel bad
When they speak
They hate out loud
Forever
Ripped after all

Excluded
Never fit in
Rejected
As no one hears

Her cure
My shameless wound
Her sin lives
Inside my own

Part C
As I stood up
I never recognized
Now Bent on my knees
I always thought I’d
Step out of it
Relating time
Accepting who I am
One thing for sure
Forgetting who I was

Chorus

Ten years passed
My heart grew back
Inside them
My heart grew black

Came to this
Finally here
My present
Dies in my past

Chorus

Part C

VII

07 Imaginaria

Descubriendo el deseo; alguien que me entienda, que me ayude. Es que si aguanté todo este tiempo no es gracias e ustedes, no. Además, en realidad nunca me había molestado seguir esperando (hasta hoy). Eso es lo que me sostiene.
Porque la verdad es que me amo, siempre me quise y voy a seguir queriéndome. Hasta podría decirse que tengo dos egos gigantes, pero entonces yo sería de a dos, y siempre fui de a uno.
Termino flotando en la nada, como una nube en cielo despejado. Soñando con escapar de su mirada; mirada que señala. "Vos no sos normal"
¿Y si no me importa?