sábado, 30 de agosto de 2008

Angels In Your Wardrobe

Angels In Your Wardrobe

Cutting yourself loose
There are no angels
In your wardrobe
You’re on your own

And all that make-up sells
What you can’t see
Across the mirror
You’re beautiful

Together, together
We’d make it better
Holding on to an horizon.
Your self doubt,
And your exposure
To cameras, and flashes
Could be distinctive
Everlasting,
Self destruction

Chorus I
And as the days
They pass, you feel
Like you’ve been
Left for dead
And finding your way home
Ain’t easy
When you’ve been
Left for dead

While dreaming in silence
There’s no objection
Your awareness, my confession
All you hope
is that
Tomorrow, tomorrow
You don’t feel borrowed
Videotaping
your obsession.

Correct me, if I’m wrong
But you never listened
All I warned you,
All you suffered.
You just walked
The lounge in silence
Then nothing could bring you
To tears; no sorrows.
It was nice; you hoped it lasted

Chorus II

And as the days
Pass by, you notice that,
You've been left
On your own
And there's no one
To hold on tight to
As you've been left
on your own
Chorus I

viernes, 1 de agosto de 2008

Dream Awake

Dream Awake

What would you do If one day
You just noticed you’ve been
Dreaming your best moments
While you were awake
And your dearest, dearest friends
Are anything but them

And all of those stupid pointless fights
Ain’t nothing
Compared to the time when
I say to them goodbye
Then even our tears
Won’t hide our smiles

Pre-Chorus
Far are the times
When I used to laugh high
And then our voices
Would raise and make one

Chorus
Taken tolls
And I’m ready to leave
Not hoping for answers
Just getting a breath
Different places
Places still
Darkened squares
Burnt down bridge

And what would you do if the same
Day you noticed
You’ve been making up excuses
To escape from their games
And the deepest of your hopes
Can’t make any change

And maybe this time there’s no place
To keep hiding from the
Loneliest of dead thoughts
While smiling to hate
And the fact that all those dreams
Won’t take you anywhere

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

domingo, 13 de julio de 2008

IX

09 Soy (Fui)

No toques al niño; duerme con las luces prendidas.
No toques al niño; duerme con las luces prendidas.
Como lo hiciste con migo, como lo hiciste con ellos,
Tu cara asustaba entonces.
No toques al niño; duerme bajo sus sábanas.
No toques al niño; duerme bajo sus sábanas.
(Las marcas que nos dejaste ya ni se notan).

miércoles, 9 de julio de 2008

Depressing Thursdays

Depressing Thursdays

And all the other days
I spent alone
I never felt more bored
Than I’m right now

Maybe yours isn’t that bad
To start with
Scream out your best hope
To stay alive

Pre Chorus
Oh (?)

Chorus x2
And now it seems
We never face them
When all we do is
To hide our crying
And we won’t stop
Skipping out classes
Just to feel
We were born to lose

Post-Chorus
We were born to lose
And we’re tired
Of always coming
In fourth place
We were born to lose
And still
They always
Get us down

Another tear is falling down
They’ve scored
Tell me something
That’s worth trying for

In other words we’re here
To take the blame
We’re the ones
Who got beat up at school

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

Part C
Oh, goodbye
I'm tired of this place
But I am going nowhere
And you
Must think that I’m
Just feeling rejected,
Cause I get depressed on Thursdays
How I hate depressing Thursdays

Chorus II x2
And you may laugh
About my future

Chorus III x2
And don’t you laugh
About my future
Cause then
I’ll be the one to laugh

Post-Chorus

sábado, 5 de julio de 2008

VIII

08 Todas Mis Máscaras

Ahora yo voy para atrás; vuelvo a empezar. Termino (empiezo) solo de nuevo. Llevo años de llantos escondidos en risas, y cada vez que tratan de escaparse, los mato.
Siempre fui yo en realidad. Todas esas máscaras son mis mejores mentiras. Y fue útil que me creyeran por un tiempo, pero no iba a poder seguir escondiendome.
Esto es lo que soy; siempre expectante ante sus cambios. Cada vez mas vulnerable.

domingo, 15 de junio de 2008

All The Mess You Own

All The Mess You Own 23/05/08

Cross the hallway
There’s no thrill
Being followed
What’s the point
Of it
Differential manners in did

Call them fake words
If you need
Call them twisted
Dreams of me
All in one
All by the line

Pre-chorus
You couldn’t go and talk like that
Cause no abuse could be denied
When you hide yourself
In those blood-injected eyes

Chorus
And now you’re sitting in your bed
Wishing your life wasn’t a mess
Trying to find the answer
To every question that passes through your head
Now you start asking to yourself
If your life is worth the pain
Well it’s up to you now
Well it’s up to you now

What it takes
To turn you on
Where’s the fun
If there’s no choice
Price all the mess you own

Get yourself up
Every night
Like Helpless wounds
To cure a scar
Hiding such
An endless cut

Pre-Chorus

Part C x2
by the line
Hide your scars
There’s no way
Of getting busted

Chorus x2

viernes, 13 de junio de 2008

After All

After All 09/05/08

Discouraged after all
You’re hair’s a mess
There is nothing
Left to prove

Alone and desperate
But it’s all right
As you weren’t
Gonna stand and talk
Half dead

And your self consciousness
It corresponds
Cause you never really
Liked your self
In first place

Chorus
Besides the fact
There’s no one here
You feel you never
Keep it real
Your misconception
Wasn’t clear
Now we don’t care
If you’re not near
Another rather
Fucked up you
Tells us you’re different
A “whole new view”
And what about
Those friends you used;
Not coming back
To help you

Part C
Afraid to death
To death itself
Afraid to debt,
To failure


Chorus

Discouraged after all
But it’s all right
Cause you never really
Liked yourself
Or her help
You’re turning me
Destructive

sábado, 7 de junio de 2008

Ripped

Ripped 27/04/08

Reflected
The mirror’s down
Self conscious
It’s no one’s fault

My image
Held up in time
I grew up
Memory’s fault

Inflicted
Crashed into their arms
I gave up
Changed or cursed my life

Chorus
And secret stayed
Hiding in my mind
Today
I still feel bad
When they speak
They hate out loud
Forever
Ripped after all

Excluded
Never fit in
Rejected
As no one hears

Her cure
My shameless wound
Her sin lives
Inside my own

Part C
As I stood up
I never recognized
Now Bent on my knees
I always thought I’d
Step out of it
Relating time
Accepting who I am
One thing for sure
Forgetting who I was

Chorus

Ten years passed
My heart grew back
Inside them
My heart grew black

Came to this
Finally here
My present
Dies in my past

Chorus

Part C

viernes, 6 de junio de 2008

VII

07 Imaginaria

Descubriendo el deseo; alguien que me entienda, que me ayude. Es que si aguanté todo este tiempo no es gracias e ustedes, no. Además, en realidad nunca me había molestado seguir esperando (hasta hoy). Eso es lo que me sostiene.
Porque la verdad es que me amo, siempre me quise y voy a seguir queriéndome. Hasta podría decirse que tengo dos egos gigantes, pero entonces yo sería de a dos, y siempre fui de a uno.
Termino flotando en la nada, como una nube en cielo despejado. Soñando con escapar de su mirada; mirada que señala. "Vos no sos normal"
¿Y si no me importa?

sábado, 17 de mayo de 2008

Falling Sky (Biography)

Falling Sky (Biography) 09/04/08


Switch sides, change place
I’m looking for a change
Cause I got tired
Of being who I am
A bit more regular
Is what I wish I was

And what about them
The ones who care
They’re always watching
They’re here to make me cry
Nightmares, while I’m awake
They haunt me, when I’m not sleeping

Chorus
Repeating myself
Again and again
I’m trying
Explode into red
Just distance ahead
I’m falling sky

Post chorus
Cause no one ever realized
All this may have a reason
And I’m willing
No to see me as such victim

Inventing myself
Once and for all
There's no more chances
I’m scared I won’t reach my goal
I’m going down
And down, and down

Cause I've been thinking
Might need more help
Can’t stand to see them
To look them at the face
Can’t be around them anymore, I’m such a mess
I’m getting far from everyone who helped me

Chorus

Post chorus

Part C
And even, though I try
I can’t speak loud
Can’t hold no hand
I’m far from sight
And now nothing,
Ever makes no sense at all
And I’m dying to be near her

Switch sides, change place
Oh I haven’t changed
There’s no more chances
I blew them away

VI

06 Soñar despierto

Me di cuenta de que estuve soñando mis mejores momentos estando despierto. Y mis amigos son cualquier cosa menos lo que esperaba.
Porque la espera se hace inaguantable, insoportablemente eterna. Infinita en su elaboración o incierta en su imposibilidad; es lo mismo: Sigo esperando (imaginando), buscando maneras de seguir cayendo sin tocar el fondo...
Pero es peor; cuando lo haga me va a doler mas que nunca

viernes, 9 de mayo de 2008

Love Lonely

Love Lonely 26/03/08

Holding our impulse
Shutting our quiet breathing
None of these accepted
As if we were dying for it

Hoping for approval
And waiting their answer
Hiding our feelings
Cause they’ll call them “non-sense”

Chorus
No, no, no it shouldn’t take so long
Shouldn’t be so hard
Enough to satisfy
Before it gets too late
We’ll end up playing safe
Alone in our beds

All those nights are endless
We, the kids, who love in silence
Hope for some girl to see
We are capable of crying

Different achievement
All of us rejected
And now all we hide
Is their mean comfort faces

Chorus
Oh, oh, oh it isn’t our fault
Don’t like to sleep alone
Hate loving on our own
Before we reach that goal
We’ll keep on playing dumb
As numb we end up for

All this days are endless
We, the kids, who hate in silence
Hope for some boy to see
We are capable of smiling

Reaching a conclusion
Finishing my demands
I just want to get sure
I won’t become their slave

Part C
And now I’m sitting in my bed
Wishing my life wasn’t a mess
Trying to find the answer
To every question that passes through my head
Now I start asking to myself
If my life is worth the pain

viernes, 2 de mayo de 2008

Thanks But No Kisses (My Saver)

Thanks but No Kisses (My Saver) 19/03/08

V I

And don’t forget
That you’re the one
Who saw me laying here
My friend
I’ll always love you;
I’m Unconditional
to you
So why still worrying about
What it should

V II
Have been
You’re still and only
The one who saved my life
Just that
So please don’t try to be
Much more, not now,
My saver
So why still worrying about
What it should have been

Pre-Chorus
Because I know
You’re always mending pieces
And don’t pretend
That we are more than what we used to be

Chorus
Today,
You shouldn’t go
And finally scream about
That day
When you found me all alone
Hanging on the second floor
Waiting for someone
Waiting for something
Then somehow accomplished
My expectations
Promise you’ll move on
Promise you’ll leave me
Please understand

V I
V II

Pre chorus II
And now I choke
I feel I’m getting out of breath
And I pretend
You are not asphyxiating me

Chorus

Part C

You’re getting my point
You’re starting to listen
You Don’t act as you did
Just minutes ago
Now you’re getting out
You’re driving way home
You can’t help to watch
Your back while you go

jueves, 1 de mayo de 2008

V

05 Angustia

Me miran. Ya sea porque les de asco, o les fascine, siempre me miran.Esa sensación de nunca estar solo; Lo que daría por ser alguien más.
Pero no, claro. Tenía que transformarme en lo que soy ¿Qué soy?¿No será que no soy nadie y me gusta fantasear con que me miran? Ser la estrella; ser la cura y la enfermedad. Ser quien camina lentamente al lado tuyo; tu sombra. Es que en realidad son tus aventuras, no las mías. Vos sos la única y verdadera estrella. Pero acordate: No dejes que se te suba a la cabeza.

Constantly

Constantly 13/03/08

And what about you sex-girl
You say that we’re all fools
But who’s the one who’s
Getting touched by strangers
Who don’t even know your name

You say you’ve got no real friends
They’re just safe leaps
A one night stand kiss
Every time you let them in
There’s no way back

Pre-chorus
You never imagined you never made the math
Well hey don’t mind being honest
Don’t get used to this kind of bed
It’s just you’re getting fucking hotter
And with every sight I give you

Chorus
You want to smile
You want to laugh
Where’s the price on that
You’ll someday cross the line
You end hating yourself

And don’t forget to save them
The ones you care about
The ones who trust in you
The ones who always fight your fights
Yeah, I’m sure those aren’t real friends

Pre-chorus

Chorus

C
And they say “you whore
Don’t deserve anything better so get out”
Try to understand you’ve left
Us all waiting for you

Pre-Chorus II
Cause you don’t even try
And with all the help we gave you

Chorus II X2
You just got far
You got far from us
There’s a price for that
you dream of coming back
We end hating you too

Pre-Chorus III
It’s just you’re getting fucking hotter
And with every sight I give you
Cause you don’t even try
And with all the help we gave you

Chorus I
Chorus II

We don’t want you back
Promise me you’ll never come back

viernes, 18 de abril de 2008

IV

04 No Llegaste (Mentira)

Me sorprendés, Volvés para atrás. ¿En dónde estás? Te busco, te busco, te busco y no te encuentro. Pero, ¿No era yo el que se había perdido? Me cuesta entender tus idas y vueltas; no entiendo como se funden tus lágrimas en risas.
Siempre atento, observando tus cambios. Cambios de antes, ahora, y después; una línea que gira violentamente y sin descanso hasta enredarse. Porque cuando se trata de vos, no hay sutilezas.
Siempre alerta, testigo de tu abuso. De tu forma de abrirte al mundo. Aprendiste que cuando te tocan, te podés escapar de todos, y después todavía ser capaz de decir que te gusta.

jueves, 17 de abril de 2008

Hunting Teddy Bears

Hunting Teddy Bears 05/03/08

Chorus I
Come and hunt
Teddy bears with me
We’ll laugh as they die
We’ll smile while they bleed
Listen now
Don’t mind going crazy
You and I
Can get what we want

Be my
Decorator
And don’t end
In desperation

So like him,
So like each other
You look sick,
It’s something mental

Promise me
She has potential
All of this
Motive is needless

Hello there
She’s not that shallow
As you may think
"Forever blue eyed"

Chorus I

Hate is not the answer
I think we’re the problem
As if she was helping
Only with her trouble

Please be my
Valentine
We may save
Some other distance

Hate with me
We’ll hate together
On our own
Forever storm-raged

Chorus I

Chorus II
Look at them
They come in pairs
Look at them
Those teddy bears
Feel their pain
That’s nothing mental
In their flesh
They feel the bullets

Twisted Wound

Twisted Wound 30/02/08

Don’t Bite Your Nails
And stop following the leader
You are borrowing my time
You think you may deceive me
But I think that you’re just fine
Hide your lies

And now please hold
Cause I’m helping you to reborn
Feel like you’ve been always blind
I know you are not the giving
Type of boy who loves his mom
Not that kind

Chorus I
And you’re falling into pieces
You’re not helping me to help you
Guess you hope this conversation’s just a “chat”
No impressions of a rebirth
I should finish all this treatment
But inside you’re mind you’re hoping I come back

Little kid
Please clean that shred of a tear
Cause you’re looking kind of dumb
And don’t forget the stickers
Although you’ll lose them as you walk
Aimless thoughts

Stop the fight
Or you’ll end up with a needle
Stuck in that young, needless arm
Maybe I could shout while you scream
Oh, yes, there’s no one around
Price your time

Chorus II
You keep falling into pieces
Still not helping me to help you
Well hello, this conversation’s not a “chat”.
No impressions of a rebirth
I should finish all this treatment
But inside you’re mind you’re hoping I come back.

Part C
And you cry
Oh,
Hold tight
Oh
Shameless
Oh
Promise you’ll be good
Oh
Hell of a twisted wound

Twin Desire


Twin Desire 24/02/08

Swift in their thoughts
What money could never buy
Something of their own
A perfect game for both

No expectators
No curtains to hold them back
Every touch a sound
A sound for every touch

Perfectly cursed (Just in time, they’re fading now)
Silence won’t hide those eyes
Even their lies
Can’t help them lay calm (and down, and calm, and down)

Pre-Chorus
Now nothing can change it
Undone it, erase it
No taking for granted
Along as they helplessly

Chorus I
Slept and teased in their sleep
They’re waiting for nothing
Alone in their dreams
What seemed so far placed,
Is now somehow near
And even their faces
Can’t show what they feel

Hoping for mercy
As no one would understand
Counting the days
Alone each would spend

Pre chorus II
Untrustable Feature
Withdrawn and defeated
Can’t keep no more secrets
Invaded and finally

Chorus II
Slipped away, and awake
They’re holding together
And asking for help.
Before they even notice
They’re waiting alone
Away from each other
They’re ending this song

Chorus I + (Pre-Chorus I)
Cradle’s not that far away
They’re crying in silence
They’re facing dead ends

III

03 Dos Importan

Vos. Vos, que nunca me mirás. Que no te das cuenta cuando paso al lado tuyo, y que ni siquiera te imaginás como lloré para adentro esa vez que te hablé; la primera, la única y la última vez que te dije algo. Bueno, vos, sos inexplicablemente importante y me ayudas sin saberlo.
No es que seas tan inalcanzable. No, no es eso. La verdad es que debés ser mas vulnerable de lo que creo. Sobre todo teniendo en cuenta que yo te imagino. Yo te creo y te destruyo; te visto y te desnudo. Por eso soy histéricamente tuyo. Lo que pasa es que sos ( y soy) tan imposible...

lunes, 14 de abril de 2008

We Should Restrict Him (Or Kill Him in His Playground)

We Should Restrict Him (Or Kill Him in His Playground) 14/02/08

Chorus I
What if I dont care
What if i don’t mind
Traveling while you stay
Traveling far away

There’s no reaction
As the world sets in its motion
Just as unnoticed
As you setting fly from here

An interaction
May go as far away as you want to
No comprehension
No compromise
There’s no law at all

Chorus I
Chorus II
What about those hearts
All those hearts you take
All those hearts you grab
Before we all wake up

There are no restrictions
When you take your own decisions
All of us waiting
For what you may call a war

No disposition
But the one of your own vision
Won’t keep on asking for permission
For your own sake
Don’t treat us as if we were blind

Chorus I
Chorus II

Part C
Well you shouldn’t care
You should never mind
Travel while I stay
Travel far away
I’ll take care of them
All the hearts you’ve broken
Mend them while you’re gone
Keep them safe from harm


Autumn Break

Autumn Break

Myself is going down
Myself is going blind
Myself is always darn
Myself is growing tide

Himself he will undress
No helper hand today
So then he must get sure
He won’t go down as well

Chorus I
And as a mountain
Corrects our actions
Well now the carefully
Tideness of automn
It’s just a leaf
While you don’t miss her
Your own reegret
Is what’s mending the pieces

While its correction demands
There is no way at all
The linking past he seeks
Is no one else’s but his

A memory to hold
I shouldnt go no more
They want to let me down
They want to carry on

Chorus II
Maybe tomorrow
I find myself growing old
And even then he could
End up his pleeding
And what if I don’t
Reegret my own actions
What would you do if I
Stopped keeping my posture
Maybe tomorrow
I lie to myself about
All of the reasons
I left my own comfort

Part C
Myself is ending now
Myself is getting late
He’s writing to her love
To let her know his safe
He won’t go home this week
Not later nor this year
He’s feeling left behind
He won’t go home at all


sábado, 12 de abril de 2008

II

02 Maldito Pozo

Yo. Me arrastro, trato de salir del pozo. Maldito pozo; tan profundo, tan vacío. Lo único lindo es que te puedo ver durmiendo. Porque vos también te caíste, no te habrás dado cuenta, pero hace mucho que estás adentro.
Tan loca, tan excedida, tan disfrazada. Después de todo ese maquillaje no hay nada. Y si tratás mirar para arriba, duele.
El delineador con el que trataste de enmarcar tus ojos: líquido, demasiado líquido ¿Será que lloraste y por eso se te está corriendo?

Too Messed Up For What Society May Think

Too Messed Up For What Society May Think

Well let me tell you what is wrong
About the fact you spent at least
Your last six years
Sitting in a couch doing nothing

It’s not that we don’t want you anymore
It’s just for us
You’re nothing more
Than a vacant memory in our minds

And don’t be afraid to make a move
There’s nothing to loose

Chorus I
And go,
Pretend you’re just one more
Don’t play the fool just be yourself
And see where it takes you
Come on
Is not as if we were dumb
Get up, stand firm, stright up yourself
Don’t be so regreetfull

And each day that you pass without her leaps
You think you’ll never
Go to sleep
Sleep without her makes no difference

You keep too afraid to make a move
What else could you do

Part C
Oh well,
You cried so hard
Last night
Even I could hear you, even she could hear you
Yeah, I know
It’s so hard,
So difficult
When you’ve killed what you’ve won
And there’s nothing left
But to prove yourself you’re not alone

Chorus I

Chorus II
But now,
You find yourself too old
You find yourself so lost
Too late to break the mould
Please shine,
Because she’s not that far
Because it’s not that bad
Because you’ve got a life now

High School Melodramatic Whore With Increased Importance By The Sensationalist Media

Highschool Melodramatic Whore with Increased Importance by the Sensationalist Media

Out of control
Always out of mind
Never lonely

Or alone all the time

Even though she’s got
Every one arround her

She hears voices
Voices talking about her
“Bitchy” choices
Or her “whore-like-modern clothing”

Fancy disguise
To hide her own world

Pre chorus
You’ve got to be strong
You’ve got to look big
You’ve got to be
All the things you thought
You were not meant to be
And you can not cry
You can not go home
You’ve got to get rid
Of all the things that

Chorus
Once made you feel
Okay
Once you could feel
Alright

She gets moody
When she stays at home
Never stopping
Kind of girl at all

Toxic beauty
Has to get by on her own

Always hated
Highschool modern whore

Pre chorus

Chorus

viernes, 11 de abril de 2008

I

01 Me Escondo y Me Hundo

Me hundo; salgo a la superficie.

Todos se escapan. La mayoría vuelve, muy pocos se van para siempre. Pero cuando lo hacen, se siente su partida mas que nunca.
Me vuelvo hundir y me levanto de otra vez.
Sigo siendo yo, un poquito mas triste por ahí. Siempre escondido atrás de una sonrisa empalagosa, como para que no quepa ninguna duda sobre mi evidente "felicidad". Pero cuando me río no me gusto, entonces me callo. Y miro; siempre miro.
Me hundo más y más; esta vez no salgo.

Crosses


Crosses

Living Ghost walking down the hall
Barely ever set me in his sight
Every time he passes through me
Left unconscious for a little while

I know it isn’t meant to feel this way
Although i’ve always hoped that you recall
Once you watched me fall apart
Into tear; in your eyes

Chorus I
And mine, always stands alone
And time, seems to try to stop
Like Water, when it turns to stone
We’ll end up, even more alone

Maybe a minute maybe two
Just before they start aiming you
You’ll never look at me like I do
Kind of messed up point of view

Down we go and we go blind
Selling love for thirty pounds the hour
Always chokes, never cries
Sucking up till he ends the charm

Chorus II
If water, isn’t meant to burn
Then silence, shouldn’t turn him on
My lover always takes the pain
Away, while they stain her goal

Feeling dirty as the hours pass
Somehow guilty as he twists my path
Nor the ocean could have held us back
Kissed the petals for the fist time and the last

Part C
Well it’s confidential
But is not essential
Cleaning up the ashes
Of this bloody mattress
Turn round for creation
Your imagination
Setting fly for ever
As I kiss you off

Chorus I
Chorus II